"Highschool is going to be over before you know it" Good fn wake up call.

When there is love, there is pain. When there is pain, there is love. When there is friendship, there is loyalty. When there is loyalty, there is friendship. When there is sadness, there is hope. When there is hope, there is sadness. I guess it's hard to have one thing and not the other.

SOMEONE SEND ME A LIFE ON CANDY CRUSH PLS............................Zzz and maybe a real life while you're at it

no seriously... i'm losing you all.

idk i said i'd quit blogging because i felt like i was exposed/i was being too absentminded/too emotional/etc whatever blog addict symptoms that came with it but tumblr just doesn't seem to do it with me. with everything that's happened within the time span of 6 months, i feel like it's too much to keep on my mouth and inside my head. like i need to write it down before 1 year later i realise it's not as big as i thought it was. so i got a diary. but diaries aren't the same as blogs you know? one day you wake up and you realise life's not too bad after all and so you embrace the ... day? and actually laugh at things. like today. i embraced whatever happened today. and without thinking so... deeply about it... it was okay. another day you realise how much of a stupid person you are for letting things (... a mixture of things) ruin you completely. idk boys, exams, family, faith, thoughts, selfish thoughts, thoughts... thoughts seriously ruin you until your left bare with yourself and then you loooooook at yourself and you just explode with self pity and then there are other days you know other days ok bye

I know that i don't usually blog. But umm. It really hurts. I said i'd be okay. But i won't. And i'm scared.

2013

I have just stumbled upon this beautiful find. Reading through all these posts and seeing what thoughts i had this time, last year, is really intriguing. For some reason, my faith seems to have fluctuated throughout the year so harshly i don't even remember this time of the year where i was in awe of God's love! Pretty cool and sad at the same time. I guess you just gotta try sometimes. Constantly breaking myself then building myself up.