STOLEN OFF AMELIAAARGH:)

What is your current relationship status?

Single?

Who sits next to you in english?

Honestly changes every time.

Who was your last text from and when?

George! Nearly 30 minutes ago.

Who last called you?

Brother..dearest.

Song you're listening to?

Call it what you want - Foster the people.

Are you starting to realize anything?

I am God's creation so i should start living like it.

Do you believe in the saying what comes around goes around?

Not really.

What are you thinking about right now?

My maths tutor homework. And i'm also excited because of my new playlist :D

Who was last to see you cry?

Roy.. oh gosh T________T

If you were given a paper and a pen, what would be the first thing you'd draw?

Honestly, do not know.

How was last night?

Just okay. Computer and memorising history :)

Do you think someone is thinking about you now?

No, not really. Maybe.

What do you look forward to in the next 5 months?

Next five months? I enjoy school but school holidays! My mission trip and my family holiday (including Roy) to Coffs Harbour. Jesus' birthday, Easter & best frand birthdays :)

Do you like the colour green?

It's my msn font colour?

Do you know anyone whos name starts with the letter J?

Not reaaaalllllyy..

Are any of your texts in your inbox locked and why?

How do you lock texts -_-

Do you believe people deserve second chances?

Well if people don't deserve second chances then that just makes my life very screwed up.

Forgive but never forget?

It's hard to let go; but strength comes and stays :)

Do you have a best friend?

Ummm. I do? But like yeah. Spread out? Idunno.

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?

I think more about the future :) But stress more about the past. Present never seems to find a way to push through these two big things...

Are you easy to get along with?

Well... yes :)

What is your favorite time of day?

When i am thinking 'Wow today is a good day'.

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?

LOL no.

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?

No!

What was the highlight of your day?

After my history exam, i felt like i accomplished something.

Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?

I can honestly say, yes they are. Despite a few glitches here and there, i am SO thankful for what's been going on. Thank you God!

Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?

No.

What language would you like to master?

Chinese! Korean please too as well lol. Apparently grammar ==

What is the first thing you think in the morning?

LOCKED EYES WITH ROY AND SMILED AND FELT ALL WARM AND FUZZY. That was after my stupid alarm exploded :(

Be honest, is there one person you wish you would have never met?

No... :)

How many keys are on your key chain?

1 :)

What are you excited for?

DANCE ASSESSMENT :)

Do you care what others think about you?

Doesn't everyone? I'm the type that wants to fix things before moving on instead of 'let's just move on and forget the past'. If i hear something bad about me i get all sensitive (i'm actually so sensitive) so yeah.

Who is the first person you would call if you needed help?

000 or Mum.

How far away is the last person you kissed?

OHHHH.. um yeah.

Who was the first person to break your heart?

LOL i don't think my heart has been legitimately broken yet. So yay?

Do you find the opposite sex confusing?

Mm yea.

Do you get distracted easily?

LOL yes sometimes.

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

Yes :) Yes yes yes yes :)

What are you supposed to be doing right now?

Yeah maths.

Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?

YES yes yes!

Is there anyone that hates you right now?

Hope not. I can think of one person. But i've trying HARD.

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?

YES! YES! YES!

Who did you last pinky promise with?

LOL omg JACK in year 7! One arvo at epping station, he was looking over the train tracks passed the yellow line. Yueyue and I ran to him and made him PINKY PROMISE me that he would never go pass the yellow line again.

Is there someone you wouldn't mind kissing right now?

LOL.

Do you believe in perfect?

God is perfect. PERFECT.

Are there certain things that can't be joked about with you?

Yes.

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?

Mmmmm........ oh wow.

Do you believe in karma?

Not really.

What if you had a baby with the last person you texted?

ERM nah.

Is your hair longer than your shoulders?

Yahuh.

What if your ex runs up to you and hugs you?

LOL ummm..

Do you wish someone would call you?

Yes please :) Now would be nice too :)

Status of you and the last person to call you?

Brother and sister. Tarzan and jane? MMM.

Did the last person you kissed have a tattoo?

LOL.

Is the last person you kissed and the next person you'll kiss the same?

LOL YEA. BOTH NON EXISTANT. NICE ONE !

Has anyone disappointed you recently?

Sigh yes.

Does anyone like you?

LOL no!

Have you ever fallen for your ex's best friend?

Nope :)

Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were with?

LOL no.

Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?

I don't think i've loved someone.

Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?

Nope!

Are you happier single or in a relationship?

Not sure :)

yueyue, replace every 'LOVE' with 'GOD'. WALLAH! love you :)

THERE IS ALWAYS ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT.

uu that song is a yg song. there's no way else to explain it. but why must you listen to these songs so late! :( today was my dearest friend, Ahhae's 18th birthday. Dinner & dessert in city but we all ran home to see Roy.

Eeekends :)

1) I don't know how to say this but. Erm. Thank you for caring so much. I used to feel burdened by it but now i realise how much of a good person with good intentions are. Stay real please.

2) Thank you so sooo much for making my school life just that tad better. Even after not talking for so long, everything was the same. I love our pointless conversations. Lots of love :)

3) I had more to say but you guys ^ really. REALLY. seriously. I'm not getting married until... nvm. Hmmm hmmmm.

Decided to google 'the meaning of life'.

http://wiki.answers.com/Q/What_is_the_meaning_of_life

A person who cannot find contentment, cannot find peace. A person, who cannot find peace, cannot find fulfillment. Prosperity, Power and Popularity are not the solutions to human suffering, because you may have them all and still feel incomplete. There are many prosperous, powerful and popular individuals who need mind altering drugs and other freaky activities to keep them excited, and still aren't content.

Finding your purpose therefore will be determined by your ability to appreciate every moment by making the most positive use of it because every breath of life you take you are one breath closer to death. So live right and do good always enjoy the existence you have now and if you awaken and realize that this was all a dream, then make it a sweet dream.

Ecclesiastes 12:13 "Fear God and obey His commandments for this is the whole duty of man."

BLOGPOST YOU ALL HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR :)

WE MUST GO; LIVE TO FEED THE HUNGRY

Rory is home and i feel like i'm taking care of a little baby. Oh my gash, i think i'm in love.

RORY COME TO MAMA.

THIS.

I miss them harry potter days. I miss that particular day when we watched Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows Part 2 at Macquarie as a whole grade with the English Staff. And i cried and cried and cried and had a crazy breakdown with belinda and grace. Ahhh.

Does anyone remember this?

Still crying.

Something just hit me hard. I am so lucky to have friends like you, you and you. I don't think i've cried with such mixed feelings before... but i think i'm blinded from what's right in front of me whilst looking further ahead for my own satisfaction and selfish ways.

"and we'll continue to grow together as friends and as sisters and as retards and as brothers and just everything in the world"

The day when Jesus comes :)

Deleted the last post because i felt too silly. Time to download some music and go to sleep. I kid. Need to do some computer stoning and read the bible :) Today i learnt how to live out the meaning of life. Some things you just can't express.

1Corinthians 10:31

"So whether you eat or drink or do whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God." Amen.

VD 62 :)

Watching vampire diaries and i keep thinking of how the doctor that Lark likes looks so much like Jenna. And no one who watches VD agrees with me. You know one of those things. And I also think Jeremy should just come back already and elena and damon should just get together.

It's always the beginning that's the easiest. Someone help me with this functions stuff. I don't wanna do disss anymore! Bahh..Terabithia show me a bridge already..with flowers that are smiling please thanks!

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Things to do today:

- Finish tutor homework

- Go for a swim

- Office works shopping

Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader

"Extraordinary things only happen to extraordinary people."

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Just came back from jogging/power walking 8kays on a walking route in five dock/leichardt! Best walking track i've ever walked on; it was alongside water and i ran on a massive bridge with pretty lights. Better part was that i ran with the girls of the fam (mum, aunties and lil gangsta cousin.) I'm tired so after i rinse off this face clay mask i'll be praying, giving thanks to God for seriously everything :) then going to dreamland. Hope you guys have a good one too!

Wow!! Whadda! I am so amazed!!

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You don't understand how much of a retard i was back in the days. Just read my statuses of 2010 hahaha i was cringing my way through them. I think i'm finally growing up :)

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"I showered. Brushed my wet hair. Got dressed. Packed my bags, ready to go. Then it suddenly hit me: I don't want to go. I mean i wanted to go but i wasn't able to get out of the door. I'm so confused."

DO YOU KNOW HOW AMAZING IT IS TO SEE BIGBANG AS ONE GROUP. I'VE WATCHED THEM SINCE 2005. I NEARLY CRIED WHEN I SAW THIS.

I'm wondering what daesung is thinking in his head; 'Thank you Lord for letting me get up on to this stage again.' No jokes. I hope he keeps his faith. I will be praying for him! Which brings me to another realisation; never underestimate the power of prayer.

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Tuesday was crash at my place day. SUCCESS! IN THE KITCHEN! Haha it was a good day full of laughs and smiles. Good to be out'n'about. Did i just do that? I think so. On another note, just found out about my friend who went to Hawaii to go on discipleship training. It's amazing what God does in everyone's life. I'm wondering if that's where i'll be headed in a few years time. It puts a smile not just on my face but on my heart also :)

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I just went on bebo.

...

That is all i can say. Things.Really.Do.Change.

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Love love love waking up to the sound of rain pouring. And the dim sunlight pouring through my room. Makes me wanna feel all cozy at church:)

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I don't want to ruin a good night for all but. I heard about a respected brother in Christ who passed away due to an unfortunate event. I just heard the full story today from a friend. He had just finished HSC. He was celebrating with friends and due to silly decisions and the motive of 'trying to have fun', he was gone in a matter of seconds. I really hope he is in Heaven and even if this is late, rest easy my dear brother in Christ. I hope you're living the best up there with God.

My heart is heavy but like it says in the bible; 'The lord gives, the Lord takes away'. To take a note from this; life is fragile. Live every second as you are, to the fullest (like they say) and praising God. Not even joking!!!

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TODAY was a pure tongue-out day. Praise and worship practice! Pancakes on the rocks for breakfast! Train bond(age?haha)!Study sesh! Lol jokes talk sesh! City kay! Bus ride home in the rain (i actually love these)! Bubble bath! Now ONE DIRECTION! Gah holidays are good :)

I never knew one direction + sound of rain pouring down would work so well together.

What doesn't make sense?

I am jayne kwon and that's all that matters.

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To expand on my pre-uni teaching adventures; I met a variety of intelligent, funny and bright kids whilst teaching. It was such a blessed experience because you learn so much stuff that you can't learn when you become older. Lots of good things. Especially this little korean boy called Dylan. Such a sly one. But something in him...something deep inside, that you wanted to kinda rekindle or something? I felt like i needed to take responsibility for him. Guide him? I dunno man, i love kids. They're amazing little things.

This week :)

Last minute maths questions, little kids, G.A, smiles, innocent laughter, new blender, smoothie recipes, family and friends dindin, food adventures, late night work-outs, group iMessage chats, God, bible, experiences, wisdom, humbleness, longing, impatience for my new dog(!!!), fear of school, determination to become a nerd moments.

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I'd very much like a nickname. Preferably connected to the bible. Any suggestions? :)

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It's 1AM and i'm having a really nice secret footbath in the bathroom. Actually hehe worthy. Hehehe.

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Do you know what i think? I think satisfaction comes in so many different forms it's hard to be legitimately satisfied. The teeny weeny 0.00001% satisfaction. I think i am feeling that 0.00001% satisfaction today, in a way that only God works. I will be praying for my blogreaders tonight, please feel very special.

P.S

Swathi's birthday dinner today! Met up with the girls whom i haven't seen since the end of school. It was a really good girls night out and just what we needed. Some good food, photos and everything talks. Thank you Swathi and happy birthday!

2012

What an amazing start to 2012! Church camp! God has planned a huge year for jayne kwon - me thinks. Me also thinks that i should start blogging about the more relevant things in life now. This is the new honest and calm me. No more wildness. Maybe just a tad? Haha welcome!